I know that seven months still feels like just yesterday,
and I'm sorry that things had to work out that way.
I know lately you've been running on nostalgia,
and all these memories keep you from getting any sleep.
And I'm sorry that we grew apart.
But I'm not the same person that I was from the start.
Cause these last four years, they have changed me.
They wore me out and broke me down, and now I'm going crazy.
I'll stay in bed and think about all the things that I missed out.
All the nights I wasted and all the mistakes I made,
and I'm so bad with decisions, I don't think I'm okay.
So put the barrel to my head, I'm better off this way.
Remember the night we spent in your car?
A night to remember, I'll never forget her.
I never thought that's how I'd say goodbye.
I told her that I loved her, and she looked me in the eyes.
I never thought that it'd be for the last time.
I'll stay in bed and think about all the things that I missed out.
All the nights I wasted and all the mistakes I made,
and I'm so bad with decisions, I don't think I'm okay.
So put the barrel to my head, I'm better off this way.
And so to all of you I hurt, I'm so fucking sorry.
I still think about it everyday.
I just wish that things would change.
And I'm so fucking sorry, but you're better off without me.
I just wish that things would change.
I'll stay in bed and think about all the things that I missed out.
All the nights I wasted and all the mistakes I made,
and I'm so bad with decisions, I don't think I'm okay.
So put the barrel to my head, I'm better off this way.
This is the last time you'll hear these words of mine.
This is the last time, this is my last goodbye.
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